Which one should I choose?

Our department have to seperate an exact position for each of us! To be honest, I don't know which one I should choose. I am so confused right now! I don't want to be the writer to write articles everyday! I don't write to be the one who surfing google to find the recent news, updates, images.

I wanna do something challenging. I wanna do something I've never done. Yeah, there is a position that is to negotiate with the partners about the cooperation. This could be considered as a representative of public relations. This is waht I wanna be. But I am afraid that I can't be competent for this position. I am the one who are afraid to try anything new. I know I should try more new jobs. But I just don't believe in myself. My lover said that I should try this position, otherwise, I would never know how much potential I have. I think he's right. So, I made the desicion that I am going to tell the manager that I wanna do the representative.

Come on, sherry, you can do it! You can do well in SwagVault!

I don't, I need, I should?

I don't know why.
I don't know why other people's facebook are so popular. They got so many twitter fans. But me, oh no!
I don't know how they can reach that. Just like my blog,nobody wanna read it. I know I am not so good. English is not my mother language. But I just wanna improve it and wanna write something.
It's really frustrating when you have tried to do something well but don't get any rewards or praise at all.
Maybe I am not as smart as other people. Maybe I am not as good as other people. Maybe I am not as confident as other people. Or maybe I am too sensitive comparing to other people. I really care about how other people think of me.

I need a rest. I need some time to clear my mind.
I need find a new way to popular my facebook.
I need more people know where I am working at.
I need more people like SwagVault.

I think I need to pause it now.


sherry

Will you join us?

I am dead tired on each Monday. Isn't it weird? Every Monday, I don't wanna get up on morning, I don't wanna go to work, and I will fall asleep on bus! I didn't go to bed late on weekends night. But don't know why I am so tired.

Anyway, I bring a good news for all of us today!

SwagVault is going to update the site in a few days! We are collecting suggestions and ideas now. If you got some good ones, you can contact us by our live chat or e-mail to us! 
E-mail: swagvaultgaming@hotmail.com
Once your suggestion is adopted, we will reward you rich prize. The prize could be time card or big discount when you wanna buy wow gold.


So, give us your shining point, we will return you golden rewards!

Looking forward to hearing from you!


sherry

SwagVault

I feel tired from my heart!

I heard people were saying that:" XX department are doing useless stuff everyday. We don't see any achievements until now!"

Well, I just wanna say that we do our job without any indolence! The result is good or bad we can't control. And it does not lie on us totally. Everybody thought we are doing idle work. Well, since you do think so, anyone of you can try my position a week or two. Then you can have the right to say such words. You should know that these words really hurt us a lot. We are tring to bring benefit to everyone. But finally, our job is considered as idle.

Everybody has their own position and function in a company. No one can judge other people's responsibility or ability. In whichever position he is, he must has his functions and abilities! All you have to do and you can do is minding your own business well!

sherry

SwagVault

Everyday is so similar...

The passion has gone with days passed by. Now I feel so peaceful. Nothing can evoke my enthusiasm, I mean in my work. Everday, I come to SwagVault at 8:50am, leave here at 6:pm. My job is normal, with no big challenge. Maybe I just realize that I am not the one who like a peaceful working enviroment. I need challenge and pressure to force me move on. Now, I just stay here and mark time. I am tired of this situation. I need fresh.

I don't wanna live my whole life like this!

sherry

SwagVault

So sleepy?! Can anybody help me?

I don't want to do anything right now! I just wanna lie down and have a nap! What a long working day!
I am busy for a whole day.
I usually get up at 6:50am, then wash myself and go to work. I take bus to my office, it's about 25 minutes! My working time is from 9am - 6pm. But after work, I need to buy some food for my dinner. I usually cook by myself. After dinner, I have to wash the dishes and clear the bedroom. About 9pm, I will take a break about 10 minutes, then take a shower. Then it's sleeping time. I always think this moment could be considered as the most wonderful time in my life. I just need to sleep and don't have to think anything.
This is my exhausting day! As common as others, but there are something different for me! I don't know what the difference is; but I know that everyday I can learn something new. This is the beat part of my work!
Thanks for my manager! Thanks for SwagVault!